September 29, 2000
WAY too lon! som peopls reely been buggin buty to writ!
 
so buty wanna writ bout las weeken! was mos speshal tim! papa (michael) cam from sadafeeko to visit us for 4 whol days!
 
buty (an lots other peopl) think this was bestes trip ever! we had lots tim an even betters we had lots tim lone to jus visit! we went out to eet a lot and wached movies an jus talked an cuddled a lot too!
 
the bestes part was on sunay afernoon!! we went for lunch at harveys an then paul took us to a nis lil park with swings an stuf an then it was tim jus for the littls to com out an visit! buty got a turn an so did danya but the bestes part was that papa got to meet 5 new peopls!!! he met pat an kat (the twins) and they playd bumpercars on the swings! an he met sue an adam y. an also sombudy who not want her nam be told yet :)
 
even lil emma got to com out an play in the grass! she try to eet a dandylin an foun out it tast WAY bad! now she mak fas an try rip them up evey tim she sees them!! she also foun out bout flufs an how you can mak them fly in air! buty not sur why but she filld papa's poket with grass!! hehe
 
we stayd up lat a bunch of nights too! we drinkd chai an wached way cool movies lik 'hudsucker proxy' an 'flirting with disaster'
 
other part buty reely likd was sittin on buty bed an readin som favit storys with papa! we read 'purpl, green an yello' an also 'purpl hair, i don't care!' buty like that book a lot cuz we hav purpl hair lots of tims :)
 
the only bad part of the whol trip was on monay! on monay afernoon (afer WAY good indian food for lunch) we had to tak papa to the airport so he culd fly bak to his hom :((( that mak buty an eveybudy way sad an few of us even cry a lot! but he was super nis papa an calld us soon as he got hom so we cud talk bit an feel clos gain!
 
buty no can wait for papa com gain!! evey tim we see chother we jus get closr an mor lik forever frens in the hart! we kno chothers so good an we be so luky to hav bestes fren lik him!
 
 
 
May 4, 2000
even loner tim!!! it be hard think of good thins to writ bout heer!! somtims buty only wanna writ bout stuff wen mad or sad an that wud mak peopl think buty be kinda iky borin kid!
 
so buty wanna writ bout somthin COOL!! on april 29 buty had her birday!!! was lik cooles day ever!!
 
started off perfet wen papa (michael) call buty from calfona jus to wish her happy birday!) then visit with him for lil bit an then mommy (deb) an buty goed out for chinnee food for lunch an goed shoppin! deb an community givd buty $100 to buy cloths (this body loosd LOTS weit in las yeer an we no gots many cloths an buty lov cool cloths!) also paul an ashee (inside peopls) mad buty cooles book of questins lik a jurnal! an ethan say he will put up som of buty writin on her paj!!
 
no gotted any cloths cuz nothin was perfet but can keep lookin :)
 
later we had milkshaks an comd hom an buty got to visit with papa mor an then gotted a way cool birday cak with pink an purpl isin!! was way yumyumyum!
 
was way gret day cuz buty feeld loved an tookd car of an super happy!! is way cool to be 4 an buty still gots LOTS to lern afor she redy to be 5!
 
 
 
November 20, 1999
hihi!! it been LONNNNNNNNGGGGG time sins buty rited! buty be sorry!
 
a day buty wanna tell you bout cool stuffs! on thurday this body an deb goed to see consert by elton john! was way way good consert an is jus him an piano for 3 hour!! we dans an sin an screem lots!
 
las night buty had a super cool dream! you member bout papa? if not you gotta read stuff from other days! he be bestes piano player buty ever meeted! an he teeched himself all of it!
 
buty had dreem that papa was up on staj with lots an lots thousan peoples watchin an buty getted to sit in front row!
 
 
 
October 7, 1999
buty wanna rite gain bout a bad day... we be havin few of those las 2 week :(
 
gonna talk lil bit bout ashee... for lon time ashee not kno bouts us an then for lon time gain she kno but live in place all by self an can jus talk to cupl peoples
 
in agust she cided come see us an live in community with eveybudy :) that make buty an lots peoples happy but corse always some no like it an think it be bad thin
 
what ashee do mos is work but now she lernin to do mor stuffs an be out mor... but also she be lernin more bout what happen us when be lil an when growin up... that be really super hard :(
 
las few days she been knowin bout som bad stuffs an a day we go to WEM (is biggest mall in whole world! hehehe) an ther be too many peoples an she get way scarded an fall down til paul can come out an takes care stuffs an get us home
 
now she feelin bad an wanna hide an buty be out (cuz buty job try look afer body somtimes) an buty be feelin sick in her tummy an reely shaky an scarded!!
 
is hard but buty tryin a feel betters by ritin bout it here an tryin stay colm an not get cazy or silly...
 
is late at night but buty stayin up an ritin this cuz 2 resins... 1 be buty wanna stay up an talk a her papa for lil wiles an he be out gettin som suppers (at pot sticker wich be 1 buty favit resrants!!!)... an 2 resin be buty be way scarded that if go bed an go sleeps then gonna hav way bad dreams :((( not sur what a do yet cuz we still gotta go works a morrow
 
buty hav trubls with bad dreams somtimes :( usally they be bout monsters or bout bein burnded up :( buty wake up lots cryin or scarded :(
 
kk... buty think she say nufs for 1 day :) hopes peoples no think this be way too borin!! if you like (or even if think is borin) you cud rite buty an tell her what you be thinkin?? buty wud like that :)) e-mail be: buty@multicolours.com
 
 
 
October 2, 1999
yeserday was a bad day! buty still hav trubls bout not worryin bouts peoples she like way lots. buty got a mommy (her name be deb) and a papa (his name be michael) an buty love them way way muchly! buty thinked papa was gonna be on puter afer brefas yeserday but really he no com home til bouts 7 cuz he go ocean stead (buty love ocean an wish cudda gonded with! buty wanna live somplas by ocean somday!!). buty gotted a lil bit scarded bout 4 clocks an telled deb. she be lil bit upset at buty cuz think bein silly an she giv buty a talkin to that make buty really mad cuz buty jus wanted a lil hug or somthin. then we hav a fite an eveythin get WAY worser :((
 
but now be ok cuz we make up an talk bouts all stuffs an also buty talk a her papa bout bein scarded an he helpin bit by tellin buty better when mite see him so butys hed no make up bad stories bout thins.
 
is kinda hard to be 4. somtim thins jus no make sens an buty feel too small to do anythins bout it :( but paul helps an talks a buty bout it an we make deals to try trick buty hed to not bein silly. somtim it even work :) hehehehe
 
today gonna be an icky borin day! clean house, get groceries... buty gonna go inside an play with danya!!!!!! growd ups can do the chors!!!!!! HAHAHAHA
 
 

Sept. 28/99

buty gonna rite somtimes an say what be happenin in life an also what buty be thinkin bout... maybe also gonna put up piters buty make an other stuffs too :)
 
not gonna rite all time jus when gots somthin to say :)
 
today buty mostly thinkin that body hurts an is no fun bein 4 in body that be 31... is hard to play cuz peoples looks at you funny an isn't safe tell lots peoples bout bein mult
 
buty wanna find more peoples she can be frends with an fin new way get to be out in world an do more stuffs
 
other peoples get to go out an have suppers or go to class or play or somthin but buty no can cuz gotta stay hiddin... somtime buty gets to peek but is not same!